This year, i feel that cny has been exceptionally different, such a way that I've been more involved. yeah, and truly last year i was not taking charge of any responsibilities but leaving everything to mummy ):
This year, my brother & I step in, step up, take charge and make things happen! :D that's how it should be! our relationship grow closer through these spring cleaning, helping out in reunion dinner's preparation and shopping for cny stuffs although i kept swan-ing my brother, b'cos he really deserves it!(he doesn't takes care of things, you see!) hahaha, but you noe i don't mean it in my heart, i just want you to become a real man(:
My dad - still the same old him. despite his 2nd time in hospital, he still never learn his lesson. still as chauvinistic, still as stubborn, still as narrow-minded. no matter how much my brother & i nagged at him to watch his diet, he simply took our reminders as lullabys and continue to enjoy smoking, indulging in whatever he shouldn't eat. i wonder if he's afraid of the thought of hospital again, but it appears to me that he has forgotten all the pain he went through.
I really feel like asking God why mum married a man like this, but I trust God for His plans for my family - and it will be good. And it just came so clearly to me, how I must bring my brother closer to God; he shall be the one who's going to break this generation curse, rising up and becoming the real man for this family. Carrying the responsibilities and the future generation shall follow. I really can't wait for this day where my brother mature in Christ, I'm really hoping for him to grow up.
On a lighter note, there's so many movies I wanna catch this CNY! And I must must must watch The Wedding Game, Brideswar & InkHeart!! I wanted to watch Ponyo Ponyo but I heard it's not very nice except for that theme song, haha. Heard Red Cliff 2's veryyy nice, but when i see or hear 赤壁 this 2 words, immediately i'll be reminded of CLL class & CLL teacher - and I really feel like falling asleep. Haha.
Great great great(: Haha. Life's good when you plan things out. Got-ted intention, now it's the actions! and results will come(: PUSH!
Yours Truly
Jasmine Oh(:
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